What is going on with our world!?! Am I the only one who feels this way ?!

Guys... so many crazy things happening right now.. the economy being crazy.. good people dying.. apparently they just decriminalized pedophilia in Greece.. people are giving Ted Talks about it ... like I just can’t wrap my brain around it....I’ve had so many injustices in my personal life.. one of my clients demands I come into the office.. they’ve all had corona.. I just got it myself... and they told me it was okay to come in.. I still have residual effects... and after a 6 week healing period my boss came in Friday sat at my computer and told me he tested positive..burped in my face and gave me a fist bump. Told me that I should wash my hands... they don’t require masks... now I’m having symptoms again...and to top it off I just had a guy with severe road rage roll down his window and point a fire arm at me... I called the police.. they weren’t even concerned.... all of the race stuff going on.. people on such extreme sides of politics..no room for middle grounds...no one can get along....people in our everyday lives are being so hateful to each other.. I’m looking for new clients but like my double degrees and 12 years history in marketing isn’t good enough... I have an autoimmune and have been to like 10 different doctors over the years.. some of which have said it might be psychosomatic (basically in my head).. another ordered a bunch of tests and then retired 3 weeks later not giving me my results or money. Just taking my money and giving me a bs answer..all of the people being killed in Chicago...children I might add ..the Boston marathon perp getting off the hook ...My angel of a best friend who’s pregnant just got left by the man she thought was the love of her life.. she waited 7 years to find him, was celebate.. a big Christian.. and he cheats on her with his ex girlfriend...leaves her to be a single mom...I also just recently had every piece of jewelry robbed out of my home with zero recourse.. my mom told me it was my fault ..I should’ve secured my house better.. now we aren’t talking...like And back to the other stuff all the crime in this world... it’s just hitting me all at once... the world is upside down... and I don’t know what to make of it..this is just the tip of the ice berg ya know.. and I’m one of the lucky ones I think...very very lucky in the scheme of things.. I’m lucky to have my daughter and husband and to be alive.......I just sometimes wonder if we are going through a rapture or end of times... I pray every night.. I want to be a force for good.. but My worry is starting to overtake some of my faith... I can’t help but ponder on all the injustices and craziness going on in our world...anyone else feel this way? It feels so good to put my thoughts into text... thanks for reading. Sending love to anyone in need of it.. praying for our world.