What is the darkest thought you’ve ever had?

Maybe it would be best if every single human being on the planet just fucking died instantly right now. Myself included.

That I was better off dead

That I became a widow.

That there is no god and people are basically evil unless they fear getting caught

I trained to hit man size targets out to 1000 yards. That was pretty dark.

I have thought about suicide....but eventually came to the conclusion that I really wasn’t suicidal.

That I would, without hesitation, become a villainous tyrant if I ever came close to being in charge of a nation. That I would casually order the assassinations of my enemies in pursuit of some "greater good" that I had deluded myself into thinking was right for humanity. That's probably the darkest I've gotten, and it scares me sometimes thinking on it.

Anyway, vote for me in 2020!

My lawyer advised me against answering this question :/

well if u can post it here, its probably not dark enough

I have lots of dark thoughts like what would happen if I made people think I pushed a child down some stairs or what if I just crushed a pet I love

Driving my car off a bridge, or getting hit by a car when I go out for walks in the dark right up next to the main roads.

I would like to infiltrate a nuclear missile silo and start World War III, out of spite for the human race.

Ah probably something rape and cannibalism related. And no I'm not joking unfortunately

No. I don’t like going to that place in my mind.

The Void.
But there was matter there after all

finding and making those who hurt me suffer.

That can stay locked away in my brain

I don’t share it

i guess suicide?

During the worst periods of depression I ever experienced I considered taking my life and leaving a note that simply said,

“cremate me
toss the ashes
forget I ever was.”