@TheFlippantSide why? :(

@turningthekeys Because...reasons. 😒

@SubstantialKick me neither.

@turningthekeys Yeah, and letting go of it has been one of my biggest struggles.

@SW-User do those thoughts interrupt your day to day tasks? or are you able to push them aside?

@turningthekeys they just appear at random times on random days. And I'm like "wtf was that dude".

@Reflection2 why?

@SW-User all the time? like all day?

@SW-User ahahahaha

@turningthekeys I've done some stupid shit! ahahahahaa!

@lilangel does it interrupt your daily activities?

If I get a flashback of it from something I see on TV or on my phone I start feeling sorry for myself. It’s a matter of not seeing things that trigger bad memories for me. I get really triggered.@turningthekeys

@Selah how do you manage to block it out?

@turningthekeys maybe i cringed so hard i damaged that part of my brain

@TheBatQueen oh. do the thoughts interrupt your daily activities? like reading and studying?

@turningthekeys no no , sometimes I think about my past mistakes and there are really awful

@JupiterDreams like how?

@turningthekeys Got you all rebellious into your adult years, didn't it?

@SW-User (me too)

@afterlight same.

@deadmoon why?
and what changed?

@turningthekeys The fact that I don't like the person I have become. I didn't like myself very much back then either, but boy do I like the old me a lot better now. Perhaps that's just me over glamorizing the old me and the life I used to have because things are much worse now and so back then seems so amazing to me in comparison to now even if back then I really wasn't all that happy or fulfilled either. But that's just how I feel.

@bijouxbroussard lol me too.