[quote]"I don't know what to do. I hate myself and she doesn't seem to love me anymore no matter what I say or do. She doesn't say the same things as before. She doesn't kiss me anymore. She doesn't talk to me and care for me like before. But I'm convinced that she's the one and I don't know what to do."[/quote]

I felt that exact same way about my girlfriend. But couldn't muster the courage to brake it off with her.

Here's the thing man. You gotta take care of yourself. You have to learn how to cope and take care of that depression. Be honest with your chick, tell her how you're feeling. It'll make the relationship last longer because she will know it's not the relationship that's failing, its just your depression. Something you can't really change. that'll give you more time to figure things out with her.

But your priority should be dealing with the depression. Once you're out of it, things will all get better.

Learn to be selfish, ik that doesn't seem like a good idea at all, but we're energy, good energy, bad energy, ect. Ect. Take a step back from her, social media, people, and just work on yourself, if you smoke weed stop, quit drinking shit is a depressant, your job? Fuck it, there has to be something better out there, seriously lol if you put all your good energy out to people who soak it all up, and don't give nothing back, youre bound to be depreessed, it's a 2 way street and until you realize that, your bound to be in the dumps, there's a saying I been living by and I tell you I feel great now, it's don't be sad about your life, get mad about it, use your anger and your raw emotions and stop feeling sorry for yourself, be mad at yourself it's the only way you'll change, well least for me that is lol

First .... you are important to all of us

Second .... it is difficult to solve anything when clinically depressed ... accept that

Third .... it is not about her

Fourth .... be the hero, focus on the path away from depression... you can do it ... seek counseling

You are way young with many gifts

We are here to talk ... to discuss ... to encourage... to cheer you forward

You're better off being single like me, man. I don't plan to ever date anybody because people will always just hurt you and then be done with you. And given how many girls have treated me most of my life, I don't trust women that much. I talk to as very few women as possible. I hope you feel better, dude. Sorry she did that to you and caused you pain.

You know what you have to do, you're just not being honest about it

Lmao ur literally 18-21 but latched on to someone who didn’t even care much about your suicide attempt

If she was the one she’d still love you. Hard to say, but it’s time to move on for you both.

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