What is something you are certain you'll never experience?

Marriage. And no, I'm not actively avoiding that. At least not on purpose. I have some difficulty imagining how anyone could ever want me enough to the extent where they'd want to marry me. It feels like a pipe dream whenever I allow myself to think about that too much. I mean, I know that statistically speaking it is almost certain I will get married someday but I have a long history of beating the odds, especially when it comes to odds I don't want to beat.

Seeing my novel in Barnes and Noble, on the #1 Best Seller shelf. 😔

But maybe, just maybe... the Top 10.👍😜😎

Having a baby through natural birth. No more kids for me and last one was emergency csection. But I'm ok with. I got cut in half horizontally not by squeezing a watermelon out.

Walking on another planet, or even on the moon. Or going into space for that matter.

I will never be experiencing sitting on the other side of the window of the bank.


But nothing is certain, if I don't get anything, maybe I will have to.

Being a banker would be a bad thing for me. I don't like counting money of others.

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Feeling loved.

Being a wife and a mother

Though I'm not avoiding it, I feel fairly certain that physical intimacy with Salma Hayek is something I will never experience.

Not getting nagged

Standing on a stage, performing a longer, self-made piece of music, in a successful way (as in actually sounding good).

While I have visions of what I want I lack the technical skills to put it on paper and make it cohesive. I absolutely do not have a singing voice, and I doubt that even with training it could be improved enough. It would cost a ton of money I don't have, and have little chance of earning. A support network who shares the vision would also be required.

There are just too many loose threads hanging too far up.

Giving Mila Kunis a foot massage. Even though I'm not actively avoiding this to happen.