If i have to blow my brains out to get some peace

Well...i have enough money right here, right now, for a pistol. Im sick of them talking to me. Im sick of him trying to control me. He even controls how i feel unless i completely submit to him. Then the feeling is euphoric. But when im back in control the euphoria turns to grief. I hate this. I dont want to go back on meds. I would rather bite a barrel!

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DarkSideoftheMoon · 31-35, F

🥺 there has to be another way

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ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

Ive seen a dozen. The only kind of weed product legal here in texas is CBD oil and that dont do anything for me at all. Sucks i have to break the law to maintain sanity. If i lose my sanity i hurt people. Ive spilt so much blood just for fun before i started smoking. The system is rigged for people like me@DarkSideoftheMoon

Grateful4you · M

@ShadowOfMyself This one was an interesting read, you have an unusual style. One thing I would suggest is to remember to write with paragraphs, each time a new thought comes to mind start the new paragraph. Otherwise you end up with a wall of text people don't want to read.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

Hmmmm...i will try to remember tht@Grateful4you

Peacefulpanda

back on meds for you then! sounds like they helped before.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

Fuck the meds! They made it impossible for me to do ANYTHING! Id rather die with some control than sit there drooling like a lobotomized monkey! @Peacefulpanda

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