I'm finally going to the doctors

Don't be embarrassed. You deserve to feel better. Hugs

Your Doctor is there to help.
I suspect one of their working day problems is that most patients aren't honest enough about their problems.

Don't keep anything from them be totally open and honest regardless of how awkward and/or embarrassing it may seem to you. It won't be easy, I won't lie to you, but it's something you have to do if they are to help you.

Once you tell your story, you can begin to heal. It is not an easy thing to do.

Hope you don't get an arrogant/mean doctor

Good for you, that takes courage. Normal to be scared and embarrassed. Just try your best to stay calm and don't hold anything back. You could get better help if the doctor knows everything. I hope it goes well for you, it will probably take a long time to notice any change, but this is the first step. Don't get discouraged.

It's so worth it ,tell them everything

You're doing the right thing.

Hugs to my friend💓

Do not feel scared or ashamed. You have nothing to be ashamed of.