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TexChik · F
I have some nasty ptsd from that and I get very violent at times when triggered. With 27 years of martial arts under my belt, I would probably hurt him.
ChulaRp · 36-40, F
@TexChik that’s hard to hear 😔 mines was my moms bf was very old like 40s when I was elementary
Then two ex’s one my young 20:ms then my 30s so hard to trust and trying processing the last one recent think year high school love the one I trust the most did it knowing it’s happened to me twice
Then two ex’s one my young 20:ms then my 30s so hard to trust and trying processing the last one recent think year high school love the one I trust the most did it knowing it’s happened to me twice
TexChik · F
@ChulaRp I have ptsd from violent abuse and torture that lasted most of my young childhood and culminated in my rape by my biologic father when I was 11. At 12 the ptsd set in and the violent rage that still haunts me. I swore to never be a victim again and have taken just about every measure I can to be able to prevent that.
ChulaRp · 36-40, F
@TexChik child hood rape too I don’t remember I think I was drug I had to be 1st or 2nd grade not sure only reason I know because I thought I was going have sex first time with someone two years after high school n I never bleed during my first welling time I knew cuz I remember the touching over clothes the sexual tickles that’s why I hate when ppl tickle me n take by two ex’s as adult that I remember