I Was Raped and Feel Scared All the Time
Buried Underground... 4 Months. 4 months and 4 days since the assault. It still feels like the first day for her She can still remember every detail of that horrible day. She remembers how she cried herself to sleep that night. She cried until there was nothing left. The night was so dark. It was as dark as death itself. Every part of her ached. Her legs, her shoulders, her head, but most of all, her heart. Never in her life has she ever felt so empty. So lifeless. Dead weight. Dead mind. Dead heart. Dead. It was the only word that she would let into her mind. She didn't want to live with what was to come. No, she didn't want to live with the aftermath of it all; not the police, the detectives, the nightmares, the guilt. She is no longer a person. Her body was taken from her and so was her soul. The monster sucked it out of her like a vacuum. She is nothing now, just a shadow in the darkness; a ghost. She is nothing real. The monster turned her into a zombie. He left her there lifeless; turned her into a rag doll and all it took was just one touch. One touch was all it took to kill her. She goes to sleep with this every night, while she drowns herself in tears, and wraps what is left of her in a blanket, she shuts out the world and buries herself underground.