I Was Molested - and I Never Told

It has always made me feel guilty. Idk I guess maybe I think its my fault somehow. It happened for a long time when I was younger but I never had the nerve to tell anyone. I still wonder if it would have been different if i had.

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iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

It started at 5 and this man worked on my grandpa’s farm so he was trusted. My dad and grandpa would leave me alone with him while they went to fix things.

What makes it worse is this man did the same thing to my mother from the age of 2 years to 15 years old. She never told and knew my dad left me with him.

This man lives across the street from me. I can look out my window and see him in his yard.

Montanaman · M

@iamonfire696 Do you have feelings of hate that makes you want him dead?😞💔🤗🤗

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@Montanaman there was a time I wanted to run him over with my car because he ruined my childhood. Not only because of what he did to me.

But because of what he did to my mother. She was an alcoholic. Up until my age of 12 she was drunk and would get abusive. As she got older he would give her alcohol and she didn’t stop drinking.

He’s getting really old and has cancer and he’s suffering so I won’t lie but that makes me happy that he gets to suffer in this lifetime.

This is why I think lots of men are garbage and they prove it everyday here for sure.

Montanaman · M

@iamonfire696 i understand. 😞🤗🤗💔❤️

likesnatural · 70-79, M

@iamonfire696 Very sorry you had to experience that bad stuff. I hope things are better.