I Was Molested As a Child

My Father started molesting me when I was five years old. He would sneak into my room at night and push up my nightgown and lick my vagina. I would get so scared that I would urinate in the bed, but it would only make Him harder and he started to ejaculate on the outside of my privates. On my 10th birthday, my Father raped me completely and kept doing so, until I turned 13 and Daddy proclaimed me as "too old" for His tastes.

I am certain my Father turned me into the diaper wearing slave rape meat I am today.

exploringfantasies · 51-55, M

@freeinchains you should speak out. Thanks for being brave.

Coralmist · 41-45, F

You know what, you never deserved one OUNCE of that pain or fear :( Your dad should have been an ADULT and behaved like your dad; giving lover or advice, not Taking from a small child ... I'm so sorry . *huggz You need to know that you are so much more than anything he ever did, or ever happened to you; that's NOT 'YOU'. You are a brave, strong human Being who deserves kindess and respect. 'Nothing that you have done or has ever been done to you can touch even the slightest the radiant essence you are.' Eckhart Tolle... (one of my favorite quotes). You don't ever or anyone, deserve to be 'rape meat' or any violent notion EVER.

polyandrym66 · 70-79, M

I read your story and am sad for you that your Dad did not continue to love you.. OK it was his way, but telling you that you were too old for him and dropping you like that... So sorry to hear that part...

My Dad loved my younger sister always.. She slept with him and my Mom. He loved them both and she loved him also..

I was close to my younger sister, and she also stayed in diapers her whole life..
After she was 16, she became heavy and used her sexual knowledge to attract boyfriends her own age and older men as lovers, even as my Dad and her continued sleeping together (My Mom died when she was 15yo).. My dad died when she was 40.