Was I sa'd?

Something that's just been on my mind lately. So my first experience was last year on December 26th during an event for the youths in my town. I didnt want to go but my father being my father, he forced me to go despite barely being awake due to being busy with Christmas preparations (cooking, cleaning, wrapping presents). Anyways, the event was a dinner at the community center for the youths. One of my few cousins I'm close with that i haven't seen in a long time was there so I spent a good chunk of the dinner with them. Now I'm oblivious but not oblivious enough to not notice a stranger next to cousin, staring at me. Now my cousin knows I don't like being stared at so they told me it was just there friend visiting from out of town who also decided to tag along for the dinner. After that, everything went down hill. The friend then proceeded to bug me for 30 minutes straight with a bunch of questions I barely could remember, the one few questions i can remember being is if i was seeing anyone. I obviously didn't tell someone who I just met if i was in a relationship but it didn't really matter as my cousin told them I wasn't (I'm still pissed about that). After a few more minutes, my cousin went outside to smoke, leaving me and the friend alone (well, not completely alone as there were another 40-something kids my age who were also at the dinner). After bugging me with a bunch more questions, they begun to try and persuade me into going somewhere with them, getting progressively more aggressive about it. Me being the dmbass with social anxiety that i am, i gave in after a bit. They then dragged me off somewhere into a backroom and after that, it was mostly a blur. What I remember afterwards is being sore from the waist down, my back and chest covered in scrathes and feeling like throwing up. After i managed to put myself back together, i went home. I've kept what happend there to myself for a fre months until i eventually told my bsf about it during a late night conversation. I genuinely thought it was just a bad first experience but according to my bsf, it was sa or 🍇. Now in my household, I often hear my sister's saying how men can't be victims and which, they kinda gave me that mindset so its still hard for me to believe it wasn't just a bad first time.

Anyways, i gotta get ready for bed now, take care yall
Byee!!