I became an stripper to help me overcome my sexual trauma

I take money off men , I make the rules and it gives me power and confidence everything I never had back then. My sexual trauma started when I was 11 , and into my 20s , before you say anything , I don’t hate men , just the ones who do shit like that , I just charge more for those who act like dick heads or try to get me drunk so they can sexually assault me , most men who go to strip Clubs aren’t nice anyway so I get pleasure from them paying me just to see me naked and dance on their lap naked knowing I’m protected and they can’t do anything otherwise they will get kicked out. I never had any power or control over anything before. I’m in therapy which I pay an lot of money for , I came from an poor family , I also have body dysmorphia , stripping helps me overcome that too , it’s also taught me social skills and how to do my makeup properly.