Ok i will tell you one more of my stories. [I Was Sexually Assaulted]
It happened today and i still don't know how to feel about it. I will make it brief because it is so fresh and i feel so awkward, uncanny and somewhat ashamed about it.
I went near a gypsy camp for some videorecording. Around 10 kids approached me, young ones, and i asked them if i could film them with something, partially to get over their overly enthusiastic and playful spirit. It was something super simple that took not more than a minute to film. So i thanked them and begun walking towards leaving the place but they went after me, touching my back, ass, legs, etc. while i continued walking. I would occasionally stop and softly tell them how they should respect women then i would continue till i stop again to tell them how what they do makes me feel sad, they would continue and i would stop again trying to make them understand. I kept on walking and as softly as i could without hurting them i would push them away. i'm talking about little children now, 5,6,7-10 years old. They would look like they understand and they would agree with me that they would stop but the moment i would turn my back to walk, again they would 'attack' me. That took perhaps around 10-15' till i managed to reach my bicycle and they wouldn't leave me but they got some bamboo sticks and they touched me with those too. I didn't hurt any of them, while i felt i could. I wasn't afraid but totally feeling uncomfortable. I felt helpless in a way that i couldn't establish boundaries without hurting them. I felt that if i would be very strict or begin shouting at them, they wouldn't get my message but i seriously doubt they did now.. with this behaviour. I really felt so so bad about this story.
I went near a gypsy camp for some videorecording. Around 10 kids approached me, young ones, and i asked them if i could film them with something, partially to get over their overly enthusiastic and playful spirit. It was something super simple that took not more than a minute to film. So i thanked them and begun walking towards leaving the place but they went after me, touching my back, ass, legs, etc. while i continued walking. I would occasionally stop and softly tell them how they should respect women then i would continue till i stop again to tell them how what they do makes me feel sad, they would continue and i would stop again trying to make them understand. I kept on walking and as softly as i could without hurting them i would push them away. i'm talking about little children now, 5,6,7-10 years old. They would look like they understand and they would agree with me that they would stop but the moment i would turn my back to walk, again they would 'attack' me. That took perhaps around 10-15' till i managed to reach my bicycle and they wouldn't leave me but they got some bamboo sticks and they touched me with those too. I didn't hurt any of them, while i felt i could. I wasn't afraid but totally feeling uncomfortable. I felt helpless in a way that i couldn't establish boundaries without hurting them. I felt that if i would be very strict or begin shouting at them, they wouldn't get my message but i seriously doubt they did now.. with this behaviour. I really felt so so bad about this story.
