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Ok i will tell you one more of my stories. [I Was Sexually Assaulted]

It happened today and i still don't know how to feel about it. I will make it brief because it is so fresh and i feel so awkward, uncanny and somewhat ashamed about it.
I went near a gypsy camp for some videorecording. Around 10 kids approached me, young ones, and i asked them if i could film them with something, partially to get over their overly enthusiastic and playful spirit. It was something super simple that took not more than a minute to film. So i thanked them and begun walking towards leaving the place but they went after me, touching my back, ass, legs, etc. while i continued walking. I would occasionally stop and softly tell them how they should respect women then i would continue till i stop again to tell them how what they do makes me feel sad, they would continue and i would stop again trying to make them understand. I kept on walking and as softly as i could without hurting them i would push them away. i'm talking about little children now, 5,6,7-10 years old. They would look like they understand and they would agree with me that they would stop but the moment i would turn my back to walk, again they would 'attack' me. That took perhaps around 10-15' till i managed to reach my bicycle and they wouldn't leave me but they got some bamboo sticks and they touched me with those too. I didn't hurt any of them, while i felt i could. I wasn't afraid but totally feeling uncomfortable. I felt helpless in a way that i couldn't establish boundaries without hurting them. I felt that if i would be very strict or begin shouting at them, they wouldn't get my message but i seriously doubt they did now.. with this behaviour. I really felt so so bad about this story.
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MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
How awful... it's not your job to parent them, that's their parents job so don't feel bad.
SW-User
@MartinTheFirst yes..i felt bad for a multitude of reasons too.
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@SW-User of course, it's awful to be ganged up on
SW-User
@MartinTheFirst yes it is, and with kids you really don't know what to do. not that i would with adults, but with kids it's even more difficult how to react. i know if i would have hit one i would have regretted it now and perhaps would feel even worse than i already do
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@SW-User violence isn't the answer, but I'm worried what they will be like when they grow stronger
SW-User
@MartinTheFirst exactly. Just like their parents, stronger but also afraid of the police. i hate it that we rely on other forces, other than our humanity, to solve our differences. We should be able by looking at each other eyes, to solve situations. Sorry i'm overly romantic here, i am, it is late and i am tired too right now
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@SW-User no i agree with you, the humanity is lost