Let the past in the past but learn from it. How about you think about you and what have you put [b]yourself[/b] through? It must have been so draining to be the only one carrying everything! Healing properly takes time and self-care. Be patient with yourself, and give yourself the grace to mourn and go through it. You'll survive. When ready to step forward, be kinder to yourself than before - if you meet people who don't value you, walk away without hesitation. Eventually, those who value you genuinely won't make you ask yourself if you should stay.