Let the past in the past but learn from it. How about you think about you and what have you put yourself through? It must have been so draining to be the only one carrying everything! Healing properly takes time and self-care. Be patient with yourself, and give yourself the grace to mourn and go through it. You'll survive. When ready to step forward, be kinder to yourself than before - if you meet people who don't value you, walk away without hesitation. Eventually, those who value you genuinely won't make you ask yourself if you should stay.