Sex kinda scares me.

Yeah, but sex is give and take. One feeds off the other. Sometimes coming in too strong is overpowering .

The biggest sex organ is the mind . If someone isnt able to give you a warm up , ease you into their mood, then its totally understandable that you back away.
Too much sexual energy thrown at you without warning is a shock to the system.

Its been so long since I've had sex, I got to go jogging in flip flops just to remember the sound it made.

Perception s again matter if she hadn't tried strong enough would have said she isn't eager enough to get it...

I don't feel you should give up. It's very intimate for you?

Feels.