I Wish My Mind Had A Delete Button

My mind actually has a delete button, and it is a very bad thing. Whenever I get scared or nervous, I have a seizure and I don't remember anything bad that happens, only witnesses and cameras do, or my mind erases the bad memory within a couple of weeks. I haven't remembered more than half an hour every week at school since the beginning of 4th grade, so I have made some mistakes over again because I don't remember making them before and it messes up my family more because I don't remember enough to testify against criminals in court, so there are positive things to not having a delete button.

Try to stay positive and learn from the bad memories, like what to look for in certain people to tell if they might be dangerous. God bless you!! :)