...Guess all happiness is gone...stormy weather... since my man and me ani't together been raining all the time

I’m sorry to hear that. I know some days are worse than others, and sometimes it might be the smallest thing that triggers a memory and sends the day in a bad direction. A grief counselor told me the only way through it is through it, and we have to allow ourselves the grace to navigate our way through. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.