Today is crushing me. Some days it all hits. Nobody cares about me, nobody wants me.

People want to take. They want to be apathetic. Then they don't want to be bothered. I'm sick of it and have every right to feel disappointed. It's all good, I'm over people, but I still want to be held sometimes. I still want to be more than just the person that makes everyone else feel better. The crushing emptiness is a facet of my life.

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Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

If nobody ever told you ,you have a right to your feelings.
Most of us can be blind to our fellow suffers and just stay in our own coccons, I don't believe it's always out of cruelty,but perhaps indiffrences is more insipid.
And of course their are the vampires who just drain you.
For myself I had to learn some boundaries and come to the realization I'm not at all responsible for others happiness nor their lack of.