Today is crushing me. Some days it all hits. Nobody cares about me, nobody wants me.

People want to take. They want to be apathetic. Then they don't want to be bothered. I'm sick of it and have every right to feel disappointed. It's all good, I'm over people, but I still want to be held sometimes. I still want to be more than just the person that makes everyone else feel better. The crushing emptiness is a facet of my life.

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being · 36-40, F

What happened ?

MarbleMarvel

@being it's just like this some days. I'm usually okay with being trash to others because I'm good with myself, but some days I wake up so depleted it angers me that no one can offer me any kind of compassion or kindness at all. (In my real life)...

being · 36-40, F

@MarbleMarvel hmm is there some older friend you keep contact with over the phone or messenger perhaps ?

Perhaps you can initiate something or invite someone ? I am glad when another is finding the courage to invite me. There are more lonely people out there than what it appears...