I am sorry you are so sad, but from reading your post I would wonder how invested he is in your friendship because it does not sound like he gives very much, but keeps you close just in case he needs you. It seems one sided.

Sorry to hear that but I know u might not wanna hear it but maybe its best to Leave Him or You could tell him how you feel and what this is doing yo you also maybe ask him what he really thinks of you..

Sorry. 🖤

You are free entertainment when ever you wants to have. It's you doing it to your self