I don't think so. I feel insane enough as it is... I'd probably off myself the moment I let it get that far.

Technically were talking about ego. It's important to know you have opinions on everything that directly effect how you perceive the world. If you didn't have an opinion, how would you enjoy it? I think ego can be perfected without taking anything seriously. Untainted emotions. Not as good or bad but seeing different things like tasting different ice cream, but it's so much more complex and unimaginable not to have any "bad" ideas. The only way to go is to see what is it and feel out what is really neccesary for it to exist. Therefor the process it takes is learning to look forward to dealing with any kind of hate or cringe feeling just to see it through.

my trueself comes out when I lose my mind. 😛 and I feel relaxed.

It's a scary thought. I mean, you want to hold on, but you know you might go over the edge if the situation doesn't change.
I haven't lost my mind yet, so I can't elaborate on the subject.

I don't even know when really I'd lose my mind😟

You already know.

It is not for the people around.

There are places with a "lost and found"
for that.

No, it's a harrowing ordeal.

I hope so.

Freedom persuades a loss of faculties

It doesn't take as much to keep your mind busy as it used to.

dopamine surge.

Once in a while letting lose will help you stay in touch with your reptilian part of the brain

How would you know, if you lose your mind? You would have no frame of reference.

I feel high a kite.

Losing it can be ok....it's when you find it and don't recognise it that it. Is unpleasant.

I am really fucked up.