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"What love was ever as deep as a grave?" -Algernon Charles Swinburne
26-30, M
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4 days ago
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I Am Drunk
I am so glad to be here right now. It's nice. I can't drink many different things anymore, but what I can drink I like to drink a lot of. Did you know that alcohol makes you 30% more you? That's a fact, because it's in numerical f...
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26-30, M
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2 days ago
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I Love Last Week Tonight With John Oliver
This show is the one thing that always - always - makes me laugh. No matter how bleak it gets or how upset I am, I love Oliver. He was my favorite correspondent on The Daily Show, he was a great stand-in as host when Stewart was away, and he's r...
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26-30, M
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3 days ago
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What is your single greatest regret?
26-30, M
9 replies
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3 days ago
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Experiences
I Wtk Your Song Of The Day And Why
26-30, M
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3 days ago
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I Am Depressed
The mania passed. I didn't have to come up with a new plan. The old one is fine. I am just so exhausted. Why bother expending the effort in thought? Maybe things will get dramatically worse in the interim and I'll step up the schedule, but ...
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26-30, M
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3 days ago
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I Am a Mess
I guess this is really all there is left to say, isn't it?
26-30, M
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3 days ago
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I Can't Sleep
I lost everything. I have pushed all my friends away. There is no future left for me. I could do the things that have been suggested to me, but it would be grasping at straws. I am desperate, but I am also tired. Death is just simpler. But this isn...
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26-30, M
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3 days ago
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I Want The One Thing I Can't Seem To Have
I think it would all be okay if I could just hear the words "I love you" upon waking up. Just one more time, if you can't muster it day in and day out. Just once would be nice. I think I could die happy then.
26-30, M
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4 days ago
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I Am Going To Sleep
I think I'm just going to try to sleep until I can't anymore.
26-30, M
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4 days ago
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I Don't Know What to Do
All right. I give up. Nothing I am doing is working. I do not know what to do. I've tried things other peoples' ways. I've tried them my way. I've tried therapy, I've tried drugs. If it's a thing, I've probably tri...
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26-30, M
11 replies
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4 days ago
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If you found out you had a terminal illness, would you suffer through to the bitter end or would you opt out when it got bad enough?
26-30, M
9 replies
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4 days ago
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Life
I Love the Rain
It's raining out right now, and it's actually falling pretty good. It probably won't last. Not like it does out in Oregon. But for a while, at least, it's pleasant.
26-30, M
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4 days ago
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What is the most painful thing someone ever said to you?
26-30, M
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4 days ago
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Personal, Thoughts & Feelings
Why not kill them all?
26-30, M
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4 days ago
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Politics
I Am Alone And I Am Lonely
I thought I would be better off cutting people out. I knew it would hurt, like removing a shard of glass embedded in your foot. Weak as I am, I know I'd respond if people reached out, but part of my gamble is that they won't. There's s...
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26-30, M
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4 days ago
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I Am Not Good With People
Fortunately it doesn't seem to matter. The situation appears, today at least, to have resolved itself. Looks like I don't have to do any messy interpersonal shit. It's not that doing so is too hard, it's just that it is confronta...
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26-30, M
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4 days ago
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I Want to Love Passionately and to Be Loved Passionately
Of course I want to be loved, but what I really want is one last chance to be who I most liked to be. I want to be your source of comfort while you fall asleep. I want to sing you to your better rest. I want to be your confidante, your rock. I want ...
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26-30, M
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Feb 17, 2017
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I Know Sorry Just Is Not Enough, But I Am Sorry
You gave me a chance. I must have seemed more appealing back when, but also you were weird, and you do have to admit that. I know there were incidents of irritation and fighting, but you knew that was because I was insecure. You were an 8, and you ha...
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26-30, M
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Feb 17, 2017
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I Just Realized
There are probably a lot of people whose questions I answer fairly consistently who really don't like me. For some reason, this is a novel thought.
26-30, M
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Feb 17, 2017
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