@SilentObZerver I wouldn’t want the energy to be wasted now I’m reaching a decent boiling point.

@Vengabus hmm

@Justmeraeagain Idk if narcissism can be created or fostered in a person but selfishness at least is so prevalent atm. I’m not saying I’m immune, because I never like to “other” people. But I’m tired of begging for help and the people around me just putting their heads in the sand or telling me to deal with it. I’m always abandoned to deal with things on my own.

@Vengabus I'm sorry, I felt that way sometimes.
Took me a long time to even admit that I did need to seek out, in my case ,some professional help.
I don't pretend to know what you need this was just my own experience.