Sweet sister, I read your words and I cried with you. I am so sorry you had to walk through that wedding with so much pain in your heart. 🫂♥
Please hear me. You are not forgotten. When God seems silent, that is often when He is working the most behind the scenes. It is all according to His timing, and His timing is never late. Ecclesiastes 3:11 KJV - He hath made every thing beautiful in his time.
You are a good girl. You are loved. You are not too much. Sickness does not make you less. Being single does not make you less.
God does not make mistakes. He knit you together on purpose. Psalm 139:14 KJV - I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
I am so sorry for the words that hurt you from your mom. Moms get weary and say things they do not mean. But that does not change what God says about you.
Isaiah 49:15-16 KJV - Can a woman forget her child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee. Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands.
God has not forgotten you. Not for one second! He promised never mind or abandoned us. And he always keeps his word.
And sister, you are not alone. Even when it feels like it. Psalm 34:18 KJV - The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit. He is sitting with you in the tears. He collects them in His bottle. Psalm 56:8
I know it hurts to go to weddings. I know the questions come. But God’s decrees are not to harm you.
Jeremiah 29:11 KJV - "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil...not to hurt you, but to help you and give you hope and a future!
Please do not give up. You are seen. You are loved. By God, and now by me too. I am praying for you. That God would heal your heart, strengthen your body, and show you how precious you are to Him.
You're so incredibly young... It's pretty common to feel you will be alone forever but life has an interesting way of surprising us. I have a feeling that some of the issues with how you feel about yourself overall have to do with your family and the unhealthy way they seem to speak to you. I hope for your sake that in your future you are able to possibly spend less time with them or even have a space of your own and supportive friends who are more like a family of your own choosing. Sometimes a change of scenery of that kind can do wonders for a person. It will not change everything, but it helps. Good luck. 🙌🏾
