Who taught you to be so cold?

I know you have a big caring heart, I’ve seen it before when you probably didn’t know I was noticing. I’ve seen it in your eyes when you look at me. I feel it all through me.

So why do you have to act so cold, you really hurt me…. more than ever this time. Maybe that was your plan all along.

I knew I should not have gone, I almost didn’t, because I knew,…. And now,… now I wish I didn’t because maybe then you would still want me as much as I want you.

Want you in my life, to be in your presence, feel your energy, see the light in your eyes. Just even to talk about life, the sun, the moon, and escaping the so called matrix of life.