As a rule if you want me pensive, reflective and considering changing to please you

You have to stick around for it, I refuse, outright to surrender my dignity by changing for someone whose already gone. I will dig my heels in and the world will get more of EXACTLY the kind of behavior that drove them into blocking. I don't get pensive and wonder what I could have done differently for the ones who ghost me. Instead I just spend every day praying something awful happens to the ghost and they PAY For what they've done to me.

I'm not going to change for you girls that leave. That's just not happening.