Isn't emotional numbing great?

@SweetMae Is it a good thing?

@Younameit Me either. I only feel relaxed when I'm drunk, and I'm not drinking anymore.

@SinlessOnslaught You're going to feel relaxed sober eventually, it just takes a long time. Your brain chemistry will return to normal, you just forgot at this point what a normal brain chemistry feels like. Trust me. 💚

@Nightwings I hope so.

@MyMonstersAreReal What would you suggest

@SinlessOnslaught oh no bro. Im like the worst person in the world to be giving anyone any kind of suggestions when it comes to that. Im the poster child of how to not deal with PTSD and depression correctly.

Just know that I get it. I numb the pain a lot with weed, alcohol (don’t do this, im so proud of you for working so hard on not drinking, I’ve tried to walk away from alcohol so many times but it’s a crutch) sex with inappropriate people. Music, self harm, & several other bad choices.

Even though I’ve no suggestions I empathize completely and wish I had some suggestions or words to make it better because I hate seeing you suffering so greatly

You will be on my mind a little extra today. Give yourself some grace.

🤗

@MyMonstersAreReal Hugs