When the waves of pain and doubt come I let them coexist with the knowledge they will pass.

I'm becoming a professional broken heartist.

I recover faster when I let myself feel it.

Not every feeling needs to be shifted from. When I express it, I complete it.

I also have to be my own caretaker, protector and motivator at the same time.

I'm my own support system.

I was breaking into pieces so I could take on every role.

I don't feel very nice anymore, but still kind.

I have moved passed boundaries and I have a body guard. They scare away the weak ones so I don't have to wall off who I am, because a good bit of people suck, and shouldn't have access.

This way I can still be soft in ways I want and need to be soft.

Each hit, each loss, takes it's toll though. I feel fkn raw. Another scar, so what.