weird dream again
i dreamed my friends kids got taken into foster care
a weird dream because said kids are already grown adults with teenage kids of their own
but in my dream they were small children
i stopped by the place where they were and the little girl saw me and called out my name and gave me a hug till another girl came and carried her away
idk what this dream means unless it's just a total trauma response to my mom taking my aunt's autistic son away from her
i think that was a shitty thing for my mom to do to my aunt idk if it was needed or not .. my mom is a horrid busy body sometimes and seemed to think the kid was starving idk 🤐 my mom's own youngest son is skinny as a rail to this day even tho he moved away to canada and has two children of his own now and a wife and can obviously eat whatever he wants whenever
i don't see how she could do that too her.. if she needs food give her food (my aunts late husband died and she's been living in his run down house in town) and she married this big fat other guy who constantly says horrible stuff racist stuff too against jews and blacks idk if he thinks it's a funny joke but i don't 😒
anyway idk if what my mom did was good or bad taking him out of there .. did she save his life or she she being dramatic? idk
i feel bad for my cousin, he's like 12 maybe .. my mom wanted to get him out of the house thinks he needs to be in school with other kids or something .. idk of it's any of her business or not.. according to my mom's other friend who also has an autistic son there was a male teacher abusing autistic kids and the system did nothing about it .. i wouldn't subject my kid to a known abusive teacher if i had a kid.. this bs makes me angry beyond words ., i should probably go out to the street to picket the issue .. i blocked one of my other friends online because she supported the teacher abusing children like wtf..
anyway i heard that my uncle got a call asking if he would foster my cousin .. my uncle has 7-8 children already and they sold their house and are living out of two semi trailers right now on 20 acres they bought .. my grandfather is with them right now and his wife's parents as well for the moment they used to have a beautiful two story log cabin on a hill in NC it was very beautiful there
i used to think "why would anyone move to NC? " but it's beautiful there.. i guess that's why (he had friends there)
anyway if i lived in a house i'd take my cousin myself but as it is i live in a tiny house shed with zero rooms aside from the bathroom .. my mom and dad have a 6 bedroom house but are never home always working .. well they are home obviously sometimes but 🤐
idk 🤐 just very aggravating 🤐 idk it i should clean out my back rooms and make a guest room or what 😳 i was building a guest house but i let my bro take it over so he lives there for now 🤐 but there's no facilities there it's just a shed basically too he has to use the loo and shower in our house.. i should put a bathroom in the back room but the rooms are full of stuff .. i need to go sort it all out and just let go of stuff
a weird dream because said kids are already grown adults with teenage kids of their own
but in my dream they were small children
i stopped by the place where they were and the little girl saw me and called out my name and gave me a hug till another girl came and carried her away
idk what this dream means unless it's just a total trauma response to my mom taking my aunt's autistic son away from her
i think that was a shitty thing for my mom to do to my aunt idk if it was needed or not .. my mom is a horrid busy body sometimes and seemed to think the kid was starving idk 🤐 my mom's own youngest son is skinny as a rail to this day even tho he moved away to canada and has two children of his own now and a wife and can obviously eat whatever he wants whenever
i don't see how she could do that too her.. if she needs food give her food (my aunts late husband died and she's been living in his run down house in town) and she married this big fat other guy who constantly says horrible stuff racist stuff too against jews and blacks idk if he thinks it's a funny joke but i don't 😒
anyway idk if what my mom did was good or bad taking him out of there .. did she save his life or she she being dramatic? idk
i feel bad for my cousin, he's like 12 maybe .. my mom wanted to get him out of the house thinks he needs to be in school with other kids or something .. idk of it's any of her business or not.. according to my mom's other friend who also has an autistic son there was a male teacher abusing autistic kids and the system did nothing about it .. i wouldn't subject my kid to a known abusive teacher if i had a kid.. this bs makes me angry beyond words ., i should probably go out to the street to picket the issue .. i blocked one of my other friends online because she supported the teacher abusing children like wtf..
anyway i heard that my uncle got a call asking if he would foster my cousin .. my uncle has 7-8 children already and they sold their house and are living out of two semi trailers right now on 20 acres they bought .. my grandfather is with them right now and his wife's parents as well for the moment they used to have a beautiful two story log cabin on a hill in NC it was very beautiful there
i used to think "why would anyone move to NC? " but it's beautiful there.. i guess that's why (he had friends there)
anyway if i lived in a house i'd take my cousin myself but as it is i live in a tiny house shed with zero rooms aside from the bathroom .. my mom and dad have a 6 bedroom house but are never home always working .. well they are home obviously sometimes but 🤐
idk 🤐 just very aggravating 🤐 idk it i should clean out my back rooms and make a guest room or what 😳 i was building a guest house but i let my bro take it over so he lives there for now 🤐 but there's no facilities there it's just a shed basically too he has to use the loo and shower in our house.. i should put a bathroom in the back room but the rooms are full of stuff .. i need to go sort it all out and just let go of stuff
