A Blind Love.......
The last few months were pretty much relentless pressure of deadlines.
In between, I have lost the only bloodline, my granny.
Except for my immediate manager & HR, no one knows about my personal loss.
Though this post is not about my tremendous loss.
It's about a confession/appreciation post about the person I have known about her for the last few years.
Now, while writing, I can say her impact was too much in my life.
My life was colorless and void, filled with immense darkness, until I met her.
I can still remember the day I met her here.
She was busy asking questions & witty banter with her friends & followers.
I read her few posts, and instantly she became my crush.
No, I was not a stalker-type girl, and she was not my obsession.
Time passed; one day I suddenly checked my inbox.
She wrote…" I did not expect to find poems on your page."
I was blushing madly.
And we start talking.
Over time, I have told her my feelings towards her.
She replied politely that she is straight as a pole.
Was I heartbroken?
No, I was not.
She is a queen out of my reach.
I just wanted to share my feelings with her.
Have I ever thought about her intimately?
Yes, I have more than once.
Though she said to me that she likes me as just a friend, not more than that.
But it was not easy for me to treat her as a friend.
Sometimes in the middle of work, looking outside from the 12th floor, I just think about her.
Is she still in bed?
What's she going to have at breakfast?
How was her weekend?
Yes, I was totally into her.
So today I want to tell you,
"You are in my life as a bright sun to kill the darkness.
You were watching me as a Moon when no one was around me.
Because of you, I am still sane.''
Though I am not a big believer in the rebirth concept,
But I wish we had met in a different time zone; it might be that our lives were a little bit different under those circumstances.
Thank you for accepting me the way I am.
For you.
I do not know any other way to express myself.
On a rainy afternoon...
One ray of sun broke through the cloud-covered sky…
Through a forested shelter and onto my lover..
Her curves were visible under the wet dress...
Her cheeks were red, and her body was trembling.
With a few minutes of free time, I knew we were gambling.
No one was around, and our body was bare.
And for this little moment, I was under her care...
In between, I have lost the only bloodline, my granny.
Except for my immediate manager & HR, no one knows about my personal loss.
Though this post is not about my tremendous loss.
It's about a confession/appreciation post about the person I have known about her for the last few years.
Now, while writing, I can say her impact was too much in my life.
My life was colorless and void, filled with immense darkness, until I met her.
I can still remember the day I met her here.
She was busy asking questions & witty banter with her friends & followers.
I read her few posts, and instantly she became my crush.
No, I was not a stalker-type girl, and she was not my obsession.
Time passed; one day I suddenly checked my inbox.
She wrote…" I did not expect to find poems on your page."
I was blushing madly.
And we start talking.
Over time, I have told her my feelings towards her.
She replied politely that she is straight as a pole.
Was I heartbroken?
No, I was not.
She is a queen out of my reach.
I just wanted to share my feelings with her.
Have I ever thought about her intimately?
Yes, I have more than once.
Though she said to me that she likes me as just a friend, not more than that.
But it was not easy for me to treat her as a friend.
Sometimes in the middle of work, looking outside from the 12th floor, I just think about her.
Is she still in bed?
What's she going to have at breakfast?
How was her weekend?
Yes, I was totally into her.
So today I want to tell you,
"You are in my life as a bright sun to kill the darkness.
You were watching me as a Moon when no one was around me.
Because of you, I am still sane.''
Though I am not a big believer in the rebirth concept,
But I wish we had met in a different time zone; it might be that our lives were a little bit different under those circumstances.
Thank you for accepting me the way I am.
For you.
I do not know any other way to express myself.
On a rainy afternoon...
One ray of sun broke through the cloud-covered sky…
Through a forested shelter and onto my lover..
Her curves were visible under the wet dress...
Her cheeks were red, and her body was trembling.
With a few minutes of free time, I knew we were gambling.
No one was around, and our body was bare.
And for this little moment, I was under her care...
