Perusing is all I do
And yet a personal problem well may be a huge problem, it's what then defines and forms one's worldview, from which their actions follow suit, to know intimately these big personal problems would be like a key that in the wrong hands could destroy that person with too much consciousness.
Drawn to the historical madmen, like Artaud, these interstitial areas dominated to a frenzied level, it was like they couldn't live normally because of them, so they were just doing what they thought was best.
However I doubt one is always doing what they think is best, it sounds like a frame of mind that would be expressed in a Platonic dialogue, a set up point of view for Socrates to dismantle and thrust the deluded one onto the right path.
I'll open up here a bit more, I am haunted by what I say and don't say, it gets under my skin so to speak, which is a silly expression for this as it is thought based and is neither inside or outside the skin, but I am prone to figures of speech like I am referencing song lyrics and movie moments etc.
I don't do the effort needed to rise to the occasion let's put it that way, it only rises to mediocre at best, and reprehensible at worst.
When you just peruse the multifaceted lay out of it all, including all of recorded History, and all the sorts of opinions and timely thoughts upon all the happenings that have happened, you aren't focusing on anything definite, anything precise, you can come across precise things in the readings, but to latch onto any one of them, must mean more than just you like the phraseology there, or you think it's intelligent, it has to be touching the nerve of the moment we are living in right now, it has to be a singular point that reaches many other sub-points.
To name and identify anything is a window into what you're grappling with inside, the things you aren't prepared to talk about, you are simply perusing it all, you aren't prepared to set out directives.
Setting out directives is like being in a very responsible position, like an army commander, there ought to be strategy already mapped out, a way out of the morass.
When you are just perusing it all, you're just play acting scenarios and possibilities, there is nothing clear you can say.
When someone is being clear, and I mean profoundly clear, one is beaming forth examples of inspiration, there's some of those here on SW, i'm not one of them, but from perusing I know, just like I know a book is brilliant or not, it doesn't mean there's any brilliance coming from me.
For being brilliant would be too much to cope with, I could maybe reach brilliance only for a second and then immediately crash into reprehensible, but only because of the velocity of the fall, to then rebound to the level of mediocrity the fate I wear as a peruser.
Drawn to the historical madmen, like Artaud, these interstitial areas dominated to a frenzied level, it was like they couldn't live normally because of them, so they were just doing what they thought was best.
However I doubt one is always doing what they think is best, it sounds like a frame of mind that would be expressed in a Platonic dialogue, a set up point of view for Socrates to dismantle and thrust the deluded one onto the right path.
I'll open up here a bit more, I am haunted by what I say and don't say, it gets under my skin so to speak, which is a silly expression for this as it is thought based and is neither inside or outside the skin, but I am prone to figures of speech like I am referencing song lyrics and movie moments etc.
I don't do the effort needed to rise to the occasion let's put it that way, it only rises to mediocre at best, and reprehensible at worst.
When you just peruse the multifaceted lay out of it all, including all of recorded History, and all the sorts of opinions and timely thoughts upon all the happenings that have happened, you aren't focusing on anything definite, anything precise, you can come across precise things in the readings, but to latch onto any one of them, must mean more than just you like the phraseology there, or you think it's intelligent, it has to be touching the nerve of the moment we are living in right now, it has to be a singular point that reaches many other sub-points.
To name and identify anything is a window into what you're grappling with inside, the things you aren't prepared to talk about, you are simply perusing it all, you aren't prepared to set out directives.
Setting out directives is like being in a very responsible position, like an army commander, there ought to be strategy already mapped out, a way out of the morass.
When you are just perusing it all, you're just play acting scenarios and possibilities, there is nothing clear you can say.
When someone is being clear, and I mean profoundly clear, one is beaming forth examples of inspiration, there's some of those here on SW, i'm not one of them, but from perusing I know, just like I know a book is brilliant or not, it doesn't mean there's any brilliance coming from me.
For being brilliant would be too much to cope with, I could maybe reach brilliance only for a second and then immediately crash into reprehensible, but only because of the velocity of the fall, to then rebound to the level of mediocrity the fate I wear as a peruser.
46-50, M