what does it mean when sometimes you think you are much 'better' than most people
therefor it's 'me' who should get all the attention, acclaim, validation, support, praise, attention from women etc, and when that doesn't happen, i feel deeply angry, outraged, in disbelief and even enraged?
i often think this about myself, that i'm far better than most, because i've been through a heck of a lot much of my adulthood and i often get told from people who know me and my elderly mother that ' not many people could've got through what you have '
so i feel more ' deserving ' of all the things i mention above, because it's evident i'm better than most....so when all the things i expect and feel deserving of doesn't happen, i can't believe it and feel very let down.....and cannot understand why i'm not getting that, then feel angry towards people.
have any thoughts on what i've said?
i often think this about myself, that i'm far better than most, because i've been through a heck of a lot much of my adulthood and i often get told from people who know me and my elderly mother that ' not many people could've got through what you have '
so i feel more ' deserving ' of all the things i mention above, because it's evident i'm better than most....so when all the things i expect and feel deserving of doesn't happen, i can't believe it and feel very let down.....and cannot understand why i'm not getting that, then feel angry towards people.
have any thoughts on what i've said?




