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TW: 2009, MySpace, I was 16

2009, MySpace, I was 16.

A bunch of fake accounts orchestrated a fake pile-on attack.

They gaslighted me into thinking “two friends” of theirs attempted suicide, or died from the attempts.

It was intense, unclear & emotionally traumatic for me, and still is. I took on the guilt and felt responsible for it all. I felt like if I hadn’t interacted with these people the attempts/deaths wouldn’t have happened.

Messed up my life looking for closure 😞

The thing that gets me is the nagging uncertainty around what happened to me. People both in my life who care about me, and well-meaning strangers have told me it was probably just a sick lie the person behind the fake accounts made up (some evidence indicates the fake accounts were all used together, or possibly connected and heavily linked together)
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Please assume that they were f_cking with you. You need to move on.
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@BurningBright I know this troubles you, but you have to stop giving your present (and future!) over to this.
BurningBright · 31-35, M
@SomeMichGuy I understand… I find it hard (even impossible) to come terms with it and accept it fully…

I just post to see if others will share their *similar* stories… or they might *explain* the way they’d have understood my problem itself if it had happened to them…
@BurningBright I think I'd have wondered and immediately tried to find out the truth.

I would have contacted authorities and asked for their help and I think your demeanor would have spoken volumes.

But--like all trauma--you are allowing something in the past to rob you of your present and future. You are the only one who can control that.

Haven't you punished yourself enough?
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@BurningBright I met someone here with a very big story and I think it was LE trolling. I reported it and no news story, so I think it was BS or LE.

But some ppl are just mean, and the current situation in the US is encouraging us to view anyone not like us as wrong/evil/etc., empowering them to be mean, aggressive, violent.
@BurningBright I never was in places like this much, so I didn't have that. I was too busy with other things. I guess Y! Chat had some odd balls...and ICQ probably did...idk
BurningBright · 31-35, M
@SomeMichGuy thanks ☺
@BurningBright I just want you to get this monkey off your back and...THRIVE.
😊
BurningBright · 31-35, M
@SomeMichGuy I do too!!! Believe me it’s no picnic living half-my life since I was 16 with one incident being played and re-played again and again!

Thanks!!!! ☺ I appreciate your kindness and support a lot!!!!
@BurningBright If I have been any help at all, good.