I still think of that Dragon penis what could it all mean. How did something from a young age manifest into what was the present.

I don't speak about it. I did desire a 9 in penis as teenage boy. Then I ask God for a 6 inch. What if I would of stayed with the 9 would he bestow that on to me? And Why did I hallucinated things relating to this past event. Of Penises Growing in optical illusions and hallucinations.