who am I ?

58 years old today and I still don't really know.
I'm a locked in a persona here that resembles ,but cannot show the real me completely.
I am more like me here than anywhere.
In the outside world I'm very shy and reserved and have a hard time interacting socially with the world.
And I have to say that sometimes I even have a hard time interacting here but not as much.
One thing I know is I dread filling out those "about me" questionnaires, as I never know what to say.
Read my poetry, I guess ,that would tell you something although, I don't have every poem I've ever written on here perhaps, I should start working on putting more up?
I always feel like the kid peeking through the window and never quite connecting.