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Being unloved
SlippingAway · 46-50, F
@Bexsy That's a big one for me, but not my biggest
@SlippingAway do you mind my asking?
SlippingAway · 46-50, F
@Bexsy I don't mind, Men I've always had to fear men.
@SlippingAway I had huge fear of men, but I think kindness of special ones helped get me past that
SlippingAway · 46-50, F
@Bexsy I've had some really kind ones in my life too, and that helps balance it. I don't live in fear, I just always have that thought in the back of my head of when are they going to turn on me. When are they going to hurt me? It's something I got to work on actively to not let the fear stop me.
@SlippingAway I understand this, my ex had an awful temper. I was only one that got shown that side, I never knew what or when would set him off. or what would happen