Reaching the summit of speechlessness

It is now all set up, i have some of the best resources and for too long have i been busy with lists and methods upon how to use them all.

As i dig into them, i must seal my lips and forbid my faulty tongue to always cause regret in how things are expressed.

With an external silentium, an orchestra rehearses internally, to perform some great concert of timeless music.

I get thee hence to books and private documents, synthesizing and comprehending things that have busied minds and hearts for millennia ... there is a confidence in the material gathered and to be gathered, and muscle growth btw will be attained by holding heavy books.

I cannot talk specifically about these things for another reason, there are problems within i have to work out, a whole array of problems that can only be resolved in a setting of absolute isolation.

In isolation one can try out how to think things without being on the record quite yet about them, as i always have done here where i am changing my ways and means, and that kind of irresolute flabbiness will just not do anymore, i have to learn how to align words with intention, and other terminology for all the aspects of being and expression.

I hope all of you are doing ok, may my presence here become a part of history until such a time comes when i feel i can say something, and say it well, and not diverge from it. 🌪