Rob I believe forgiveness has nothing to do with neither how big nor how small the issue is but how much you truly care about the person, as long as you care I don't think it really matters we should care genuinely

Hi there, I understand the feeling cause I'm feeling somehow similar and it's uneasy but then I saw your post and I read it through and the thought of someone else going through same gave me some hope that we will pull through eventually so you gave me hope and I'm glad 😊. Make sure you enjoy every bit of life

Although things are overwhelming, it seems you're still confident enough to get it done. Just try to eat and sleep better. Don't forget to drink water either. Your body needs fuel. Good luck 🤞