I have to make it plain and clear why i am pretty likely not going to be doing SW anymore even a year and few months from now

This is not because of anyone else, it is rather my need to reconnect with myself and how i choose to fill in my time. Things are going to change for me not too long from now, dad's health isn't good, and for my mental stability i cannot be going about things like i was here.

I will be enjoying my books, music and films in the best kind of environment, where i do it for myself only, and not to show off to others, i think that was what i was doing here, shame on me, oh look what prestigious piece of so and so i've been getting into to, aren't i somethin' or other.

I will miss the community here, but i wasn't offering much to be sure, and for personal progress i was going nowhere.

I do use my account while logged out to use my long video post, but that's it.

Take good care of yourselves, and believing there are no loose ends i shall take leave here with the calm certainty that i am released, and free to salvage something good out of my wasted existence.