Drunken Mess
I recall that back then, I was drunk almost every day. Alcoholic beverages were my only companion, the only thing that could soothe me.
Nowadays, I don’t have the luxury of time to just do whatever. I am racing against time; juggling work, studies, and other personal matters.
A lot of times, I feel numb because I’m too tired. In a way, that’s a good thing, because I don’t always have to feel hurt whenever other people throw their bullshit at me.
I’m too tired to respond to things that don’t really matter to me. If it’s a nuisance, I let it be and don’t react. A nuisance is just a nuisance. An impediment is just an impediment. I’m more concerned with the solutions.
Although sometimes, as a human being, those hurtful, shitty things still get to me… I’m only human.
Nowadays, I don’t have the luxury of time to just do whatever. I am racing against time; juggling work, studies, and other personal matters.
A lot of times, I feel numb because I’m too tired. In a way, that’s a good thing, because I don’t always have to feel hurt whenever other people throw their bullshit at me.
I’m too tired to respond to things that don’t really matter to me. If it’s a nuisance, I let it be and don’t react. A nuisance is just a nuisance. An impediment is just an impediment. I’m more concerned with the solutions.
Although sometimes, as a human being, those hurtful, shitty things still get to me… I’m only human.
