Maybe he's afraid of the dark
But my showing of Bonnie and Clyde wasn't possible, he suddenly was rummaging around for some pill he felt he had to have, he wasn't relaxing, and with a bite in his voice he said he's a nervous wreck, so I turned the light back on and switched it to the TV channel that has a block of soporific entertainment he likes and I just checked and he's fast asleep, I always make sure I see and hear signs of breathing, this is better than showing a film, he needs a sleep and I hate it when I give him one of my precious sleeping pills and he wastes them!!
I can have inner and outer peace now in my darkened room with chilling classic literature rebounding off the walls of my mental chambers, moving around the neglected memories and thoughts like Kubrick's steadicam, for added ambiance I may play some of the Temple of Long Videos from this my 2nd computer while looking at city walking tours on YouTube or serial killer interviews, or vintage school videos from the time I was in school, stock footage malls, the forgotten names of products you remember and the memories are scented of those long gone days, and an intoxicating blend overall in the comfort of the bed in a dark room.
I can have inner and outer peace now in my darkened room with chilling classic literature rebounding off the walls of my mental chambers, moving around the neglected memories and thoughts like Kubrick's steadicam, for added ambiance I may play some of the Temple of Long Videos from this my 2nd computer while looking at city walking tours on YouTube or serial killer interviews, or vintage school videos from the time I was in school, stock footage malls, the forgotten names of products you remember and the memories are scented of those long gone days, and an intoxicating blend overall in the comfort of the bed in a dark room.
46-50, M