I wish I could drive there to you right now…. Just to see you
Even if it’s only for a few minutes… I don’t know why and I’m really sorry… but just really needing you. Need to see your face… those eyes and that smile.
I’m sorry, so very sorry I know I shouldn’t feel this way, and I know it’s so very wrong, I’m so sorry I should have never let any of this happen.
I think maybe you should tell him what you're saying here. Your feelings are not wrong, they belong to you and it's your right to have them. You can't give someone the power of owning or controlling your feelings. Hopefully you can make that connection and patch things up or whatever you need to do. I wish you well 😊