It's getting dark, I should try to play a movie again
Keep trying every dark time when awake to play something on the nice TV, which will always be 100% better than watching things on computers.
You may be thinking what's the big deal then?
I post about the cause of disruption too often, I feel like i'm exploiting my dad by sharing his tendencies, feels wrong, I admit it, it however explains why movie watching with him around will be a Everest level challenge. Films is worth it, and I have at least one friend here who shares this interest with me, so I like to talk about them however poorly and inadequately I end up doing so. My love of the medium is purely in the gazing in wonder at the image and sound, giving such a tangible sensation of another kind of experience distinct from all other interests. But with the same purpose, to escape from unacceptable domestic standards.
You may be thinking what's the big deal then?
I post about the cause of disruption too often, I feel like i'm exploiting my dad by sharing his tendencies, feels wrong, I admit it, it however explains why movie watching with him around will be a Everest level challenge. Films is worth it, and I have at least one friend here who shares this interest with me, so I like to talk about them however poorly and inadequately I end up doing so. My love of the medium is purely in the gazing in wonder at the image and sound, giving such a tangible sensation of another kind of experience distinct from all other interests. But with the same purpose, to escape from unacceptable domestic standards.
46-50, M
