It's surprising to me that anyone would see my output here as what i would actually think on any continuous and coherent level
I just say whatever, and it's mostly what interests me, or some dumb thing that's for the lighthearted effect. My own thoughts are a mystery to me, that is why it's surprising any would see what eludes me and will elude me forever and ever.
I don't try to express myself adequately, when i do i slip into nonsensical surrealism.
There was a time i enjoyed the effort of attempting creative expression, but it's been dead for quite awhile. This is why i was so fond of lists, a list takes away any idea of personal input, just what is chosen.
Nothing i'm interested in represents what i think personally, they just strike a chord here and there, and there's the need for a time removed, antiquity + philosophy is the recipe i've invested in recently, and nothing there should be seen as clues as to what i think of things.
Like some luminaries i admit freely of not knowing anything really, i think it's actually more rare than what some might assume it to be.
It's nice to freely admit one's own idiocy, it allows me to breathe, for to be seen as one who knows, would definitely mean letting those who think that down, and that can be regrettable to let people down, not that i place much stock in what others who claim to know think, it's just preferable to be open about at least something which i am sure about, the sureness of not knowing.
To see a trend in my impromptu unplanned posts is to hallucinate, and i wish to point that out so some might be spared the trouble. There is nothing but blindness as a trend.
I don't try to express myself adequately, when i do i slip into nonsensical surrealism.
There was a time i enjoyed the effort of attempting creative expression, but it's been dead for quite awhile. This is why i was so fond of lists, a list takes away any idea of personal input, just what is chosen.
Nothing i'm interested in represents what i think personally, they just strike a chord here and there, and there's the need for a time removed, antiquity + philosophy is the recipe i've invested in recently, and nothing there should be seen as clues as to what i think of things.
Like some luminaries i admit freely of not knowing anything really, i think it's actually more rare than what some might assume it to be.
It's nice to freely admit one's own idiocy, it allows me to breathe, for to be seen as one who knows, would definitely mean letting those who think that down, and that can be regrettable to let people down, not that i place much stock in what others who claim to know think, it's just preferable to be open about at least something which i am sure about, the sureness of not knowing.
To see a trend in my impromptu unplanned posts is to hallucinate, and i wish to point that out so some might be spared the trouble. There is nothing but blindness as a trend.
46-50, M
