Sleep isn’t coming easy to me tonight.

Trying to know what to do with this heaviness in my heart.

I didn’t post about it yet but lost two more friends over the weekend. One to sudden illness and another to a drunk driver.

And then the world beyond the safety of my community is burning. It’s impossible to find comfort in personal victories when people are hurting. Dying.

I think of those suffering from painful, devastating, disfiguring illnesses that don’t have he same comforts and care that I do. My pains are little compared to theirs. My life no more valuable than theirs either.