Struggling tonight.

The first thing that happened today was I got yelled and cussed at by a family member.

Someone I care about very much updated me, they're going through some traumatic difficulty and I feel unable to help. I tried to be there for them but I'm just not that good at it.

Then I spent all day on my area's ingeniously horrible roads, getting frustrated, and my anger always brings back painful memories that just make me even more sad and angry.

After work I tried to relax, couldn't catch a break even just doing that.

I made decent money. Nothing compared to what I used to though.

I just feel so inadequate. I wish I could stop all the misery in the world.