Just tired

I'm tired of listening to the sound of my tears,
Tired of constantly battling my fears,
Tired of struggling with challenges that continuously reappear.

I'm tired of wasting my days submersed in despair,
Tired of words piercing my heart like sharp spears,
Tired of living a life that is one big blear.

I'm tired of pretending while deep inside I care,
Tired of being stuck in toxic relationships and atmospheres,
Tired of hypocrisy and lies in a world full of fakes and veneers.

I'm tired of trying to believe,
Tired of putting up a show,
Tired of battling defeat,

Just tired of feeling this way,
Can I be spared?

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LadyGrace ·

Definitely. Change your mind and you'll change your life. Stay away from toxic people, situations, and toxic relationships. Reinvent yourself. People do it all the time. I've done it many a time, as needed. We are constantly evolving and the quality of our life depends on what we put into it and what we keep out. Sounds like you need to make some major changes and take the mental garbage, out to the curb. I'm not saying it's going to be easy, but it can be done and it will definitely be worth your while. If it's gonna be, it's up to me. You can create a whole new life and then you'll definitely feel better. I believe in you. My motto is never let yesterday, steal Joy from today.